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Part II of My Official Website

Expiration of Fatality

Posted by Miss Lamadrid HCL on August 7, 2012 at 7:10 AM Comments comments (0)



I'll pray harder that I shall be able to fulfill my quest in my existence at the earliest possible time...and the thieves in the dawn will come to take me and won't give me a notice...then just fade away, like smoke into the blue, blue sky. Then eventually, will stop wandering and taste the eternal

Right Now, Letters Are My Friends

Posted by Miss Lamadrid HCL on August 1, 2012 at 1:20 PM Comments comments (0)



I've got 3K+ friends on facebook, but I don't even know the majority of them. I barely talk to any of these 3K+ on my list...and there seems to be disconnecting lately with the small number of people I can talk to about private stuffs. I can make friends easily, but over the passed years I have been in sporadic friendship. They come and go. Maybe I'm selfish, weird, or IDK!That's probably why I've gone through so many friendships and lost many friends. Know what? Sometimes I sit back and wonder if I even have friends, really. *sigh*

Out of Control

Posted by Miss Lamadrid HCL on July 18, 2012 at 6:10 AM Comments comments (0)


Have you ever experienced once in your life the moment when you don't know why but for a while now it seems like you've gone out of control and made mistakes you know you shouldn't be making? When you haven't been able to stay calm lately. You have let so much stuff build up in you and you don't think you can hold it in any longer. You have tried not holding stuff in but you ended up hurting several people. When you do hold stuff in then it builds up and becomes more serious. You feel like you have no control over your life anymore. You just keep making mistakes after mistakes. You just feel so lost and confused about everything in your life. You just wish you had control of your life again. You don’t really talk to your friends anymore. Everything is just wrong nothing is going right in your life. How can you gain control over your life again is a question you may never be able to answer. Just keep praying for at least some kind of answer.

Ability To Forget

Posted by Miss Lamadrid HCL on July 16, 2012 at 1:00 PM Comments comments (0)



I so badly want an ability to forget. Forget whatever happened yesterday, so the next day I won't be able to remember anything whether that could be overwhelming or heartbreaking. So there's nothing will ever make me reminisce. All I would think about is the present day and the following days.

Pride?

Posted by Miss Lamadrid HCL on July 1, 2012 at 5:40 AM Comments comments (0)


If your foolish pride gets in the way, so is mine!