|Posted by Miss Lamadrid HCL on July 22, 2012 at 1:30 PM|
Remember this movie way back 2007 which John LLoyd Cruz as Popoy and Bea Alonzo played the role of Basha? Who wouldn't remember this beautiful movie which almost every Filipino could relate to the story line?
For the entire story, I could relate to Popoy. Popoy was my reflection of what I am going through right now. On the first part of the story, Basha is asking for space and is breaking up with Popoy. But Popoy doesn't know if he could go on without the love of his life, because all he need is just the one who he wants to be with for the rest of his life. When Popoy has finally moved on, it turned out to be Basha as my reflection. Basha gets what she wanted, space, but she can't move on because she's still in love with the same man she chose to broke into pieces. One thing that strucked me was the lines Popoy said to Basha on the latter part. I wanted to say these exact lines to the one who broke my heart, but it would just make me look like dumb and "madrama!"
Popoy to Basha: "I'm sorry. I'm sorry for not saying sorry before. Nung kasi nagkahiwalay tayo, ang inisip ko, sarili ko lang, yung nararamdaman ko lang, yung gusto ko lang. I'm sorry Bash naging madamot ako. Hindi ko inintindi na kailangan mo ring hanapin yung Basha na nawala nung minahal mo ko. Hindi mo alam kung gaano ko kagustong sabihin sayo na sana tayo nalang, sana tayo nalang ulit. Pero pag, sa tuwing nararamdaman ko kung gaano kita kamahal, hindi ko maiwasang maramdaman ulit lahat ng sakit...And I'm sorry. Ako na to eh Bash. Ako naman ang may kailangan ng panahon ngayon para makalimutan ko na lahat ng sakit. Para maalala ko lahat ng maganda at mabuti sa'tin. Para bumalik yung Popoy na nawala nung nagkahiwalay tayo. I want my heart to stop breaking Bash. Para pag naging tayo ulit, kaya na kitang mahalin ng buong-buo na walang halong takot kung masaktan man tayo muli."
I wish I could find the right words to make him stay.
Translation to English: I'm sorry. I'm sorry for not saying sorry before. When we broke up, I was only thinking of myself, I was only thinking of my feelings, I was only thinking of what I want. I'm sorry Bash if I was selfish. I didn't understand that you needed time too to find the Basha that was gone when you loved me. I don't know how much I wanted to say to you that it would be me and you, that it would be us again. But if, everytime I feel how much I love you, I can't avoid to feel again all of the pain...And I'm sorry. This is me, Bash. It's me who needs time now to forget all the pain. For me to remember all the beautiful and good things happened to us. For me, to bring back the Popoy who I've lost when we broke up. I want my heart to stop breaking, Bash. For when we get together again, I can love you with all my heart without agitation if we might get hurt again.